Daniel Burrows: The power of self-delusion

Groklaw has a link up to an interesting interview regarding
behavioral economics. I haven't listened to the podcast, but the posted text is quite interesting. This line, in particular, struck a chord with me:
Feeling that your work is useful, even if you know it's an illusion, has motivational power with respect to that work.This resonates with some thoughts I've been turning over in my head lately. Back when I was in college, I thought my work in Debian was useful and I was really excited to work on it. I'd sit around thinking up new ways to improve the system and spend all my spare time hacking code to implement my ideas. Then I graduated, and went into the real world, and got a job, and suddenly I discovered that working on Debian was not so much useful as it was worthless self-indulgence with no value to anyone but a small and marginal group of individuals. This sent me into a funk for a good year or so, during which time I released a few bugfix uploads for aptitude but didn't do much else free-software-related. I spent my time on the bus reading science fiction novels and computer science textbooks. However, at some point last year I realized a couple things:
- In the grand scheme of things, the work I do for pay is no more important than the work I do for free. It might be more important to the people who pay for it, but to most of the world I simply don't matter no matter what hat I'm wearing, and I need to learn to live with it.
- At the end of your life, you're dead and no-one asks you whether you made yourself miserable enough by doing useful stuff, so you might as well do things you enjoy instead.
- The only practical effect of my delusions regarding Debian was that I spent my spare time hacking code and enjoying it, instead of playing video games and feeling like a loser.
- If there's any chance that I might ever have a kid, I certainly want to write free software now, while I don't have one. Based on observing my coworkers who have kids, it's pretty much impossible to be both a free software hacker and a parent: after the paid job and the kid, there isn't much time left over for writing code.
A while back Frans filed 



I spent the night doing all these normal things in my dreams:
washing dishes, coding, shopping, cleaning up my desk, etc..
The only thing that was common to all was that I sang
Bohemian Rhapsody all along. In the morning, I was afraid
I could have kept my flatmate awake, but he denied hearing
anything.
Regardless, I am declaring today Queen Day and I m already
grooving.
NP: 
Christian,
I finished reading the
I think that Matt Hartley is spot on on his
Last week I did again some work on 

In case you didn’t know, I’ve decided to resign as atheme project lead. This is for a few reasons: