Amaya Rodrigo: Of inner peace and struggle
[Nothing related to Debian here, move on if you don't care about my recurring obsession with the end of the world, Cassandra pains, or Big Phat Living Room Revolution yearnings].Although I am still looking for a community of anarcho-primitivists that want to accept me joining their frugal living, and simply slip off the social construct, the system, the fucking face of earth, call it what you will, I could find some comfort in my favourite feminist blogger's take on the subject of my midlife crisis regarding ecology, capitalism, patriarchy, child bearing, overpopulation, meat consumption and all the rumination of consuming thoughts that (still) make my life miserable and have kept me running away from human contact for a year.
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At what point does human culture depart from the Natural? With the invention of computers? TV? Cars? The cotton gin? Electricity? Taco stands? Gunpowder? The printing press? Written language? Shoes? Crop cultivation? Yurts? The wheel? Did humans become unnatural when the good old days of picturesque, endless agrarian toil, feudal oppression, unchecked disease, ignorance, and death from dysentery at 35 turned into the bad new days of urban post-industrial capitalism where a pound of fair-trade organic coffee costs $12.99 and your email inbox is full of spam?
ah. Everything humans do, or have ever done, is natural. We can t do anything else. The idea that modern culture is un-natural is nostalgic and inaccurate. Living off the grid in a yurt is good in some absolute sense, whereas driving an SUV from a suburban bungalow to the stripmall is bad ? Come on. This a romantic, but misguided view. The cosmic reaction to a 20 Ford Expedition is the same as to a sanctimonious Prius: bupkis. The universe doesn t give a fuck about you or your lifestyle choices. It doesn t give a fuck about the economy, oil spills, or civil unrest in Blargistan. It doesn t give a fuck about katydids. Eventually our whole planet will be erased from space, and the galaxy won t bat an eye. The inevitable extinction of our species (imminent, according to research here at Spinster Laboratories) via the exhaustion of available resources is as natural as a fresh-picked peach. As Andre 3000 and other dude philosophers have observed, nothing is forever.
Yes, yes, when people use the word natural what they really mean is free of chemical additives and maybe some of the assorted hippie concepts that go with that narrative. Barter economies, home furnishings made from bamboo, vegan cookbooks, living in the country. While I would argue that it is just as natural for people to put chemical additives in things as it is to not put chemical additives in things, I admit that it is appealing to fantasize that the source of human misery is an unnatural isolation from Nature, and that doing yoga on an organic rubber mat and drinking organic spinach smoothies will put me back in sync with the cosmos.
But alas, I m already in sync with the cosmos, and so are you. In other words, this is it. This is what we ve become, and this is what we get. Which is not to say that a person can t fantasize about a verdant paradise full of songbirds and polar bears and Bengal tigers, untouched by human influence. Only, that world isn t a world we could actually live in. The minute you add contented children, lazy from a carefree day at the swimming hole, eating ripe plums on the porch at sunset to that scenario, natural history changes, and it s right back to our scorched-earth dystopia. Our giant brains use up resources, it s as simple as that.
As long as we re still here, though, we might as well try to make the best of it.
http://blog.iblamethepatriarchy.com/2010/06/19/heads-up-art-week-starts-on-monday/
Though the comfort is somewhat ephemeral, because deep inside, I know she's wrong, I know another way is feasible, but I have given up already, I have very well come to terms with extiction, I get an enormous pleasure from the thought of the very well deserved human mass suicide-by-cop^Wnature, and in fact, I trust and hope it will save me personally from facing the hard times ahead, as I am a damn coward, paralized by fear, hopeless about the flock ever getting it (is it so hard, really?), while doing as much as I can but completely overwhelmed by the need of changing a world everyone seems to like just as it is. I can certainly empathize with much more disturbed ways of airing similar anguish, among many other examples, such as The Unabomber, or The Weather Underground. I don't even want to go there as I know violence all too well and it is not fun to be on the receiving end. But I see the screaming desperation behind the motives of acts I am not at the liberty to discuss here. I wonder if consumption of resources in the form of books will numb the disorder or make it worse and what sort of medical arrangement the stablishment has for it. As you click away the previous links will mean nothing to you because a)it is Wikipedia after all, and b)you probably don't even understand what the problem of eating animal corpses is, humans are omnivores after all, and what is all this nonsense about dropping language altogether.
WTF, there was no comfort after all, and I am still a nutjob.
At some point in the past my bookmarks broke in such a way that I wasn't able anymore to alter in any way the bookmarks, deletions, additions, reorganisation, nothing worked.
I thought it's about time to write a short report on my RC bug squashing
activities again; nothing spectacular, but maybe it motivats others *hint*
A lot is being said on how Ruby is packaged in Debian and Ubuntu. In this post, I m trying to go through the most common myths and give my position as a Debian Ruby maintainer. Note that those are my views, not necessarily those of the other Debian Ruby maintainers.
Myth: Ruby is completely outdated in Debian and Ubuntu
There s a culture in the Ruby community of always using the latest bleeding-edge version. There s also a culture (though this one has recessed a bit, I think) that it s perfectly fine to change APIs in incompatible ways if it makes the software slightly better.
In Debian (and Ubuntu) stable releases, we try to provide a rock-solid version of Ruby that won t be allowed to change API during the support lifetime of a release. Bugfixes for important bugs can be applied, but that s basically all. So it s not surprising that Ruby in released versions of Debian and Ubuntu is behind the latest upstream version.
In development branches, we are following the latest upstream versions quite closely. Debian 6.0 squeeze , to be released by the end of the year, includes Ruby 1.8.7-p302, and will include 1.9.2-p0 (the currently of Ruby 1.9.2 in squeeze is currenty a SVN snapshot from beginning of august).
There are people interested in installing a packaged Ruby that just works, and other people interested in installing their own version of Ruby (through RVM and such). People in the Ruby community tend to forget about the first category, and consider that, because they install Ruby from source or with RVM, that should be the solution for everybody.
We need the Ruby community to respect that different people have different ways of using Ruby, and to stop recommending that everyone using Debian and Ubuntu should install Ruby from source.
We also need to leverage the backports services for both Debian and Ubuntu to provide a way to install the latest upstream version on stable releases. The only reason why we are not doing it yet is lack of time.
Myth: Ruby is split into a myriad of packages in Debian
In the past (pre-2005), a decision was made to split some libraries from the standard library into separate packages. This was motivated by:
Peter Cox on model complexity
Now that the root DNS servers are 

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Backlight control is one of those things that you'd think would be simple, but ha ha this is computing so of course it's an utter disaster and everything is a huge mess. There's three main classes of backlight control in the x86 world, all of which have drawbacks:
If you do care about having good samba packages in squeeze, you can
help.
If you're in a hurry and don't want to read the blah-blah, just skip
to the end of this story and read the last paragraph.
Thanks to the confidence of the release team, we (samba packagers)
have been "authorized" to upload samba 3.5.4 in unstable, thus
targeting having that version in squeeze.
Up to July, we were indeed targeting 3.4.8 for squeeze, on the
assumption that, as usual, samba upstream releases need some
maturation before being strong guarantee that no regression happens.
In July we were ready to move and finally upload in unstable the 3.5 packages we
kept in experimental until then. The final decision was to be taken
during DebConf10. It was roughly taken with Steve Langasek, but....I
couldn't upload immediately (most people know that working on major
packages during DebConf is a dream)...and had holidays afteer.
In the meantime, the freeze happened so we got theoretically
screwed...
Still, I could manage to convince the release team that long term
support for samba 3.5 will certainly be better than 3.4...and that
functionality in that version (particularly several Win7-related fixes
and a much improved code for printing support) and we got a notice
"please upload to unstable and come back to us in a few weeks".
That happened, finally.
So, now, we need YOU, samba users and admins, to test these
packages. Merging our packaging branches was hard (thanks, Steve
Langasek, for your help) and glitches are always possible. So, please
TEST these packages by installing samba, winbind, libsmbclient and
friends from unstable....and report bugs, preferrably the release
critical ones....
Facebook is not very popular among free software hackers. When I announced my Facebook page on identi.ca (see 
My only regret is that the icons provided by Google are ugly squares, so I
did not want to use them. On the other hand, I did not found any icon set
that would have all the icons Google provides (around 20). So I felt back on
the
A long time ago, when I was first introduced to email, I was using the
Mail program from Unix. I quickly converted to Elm, then Mutt, which
were both better in terms of interface. Then I found out about Gnus,
and I wouldn't dream of letting it go now. However, Gnus has started
showing its age several times, and several times have I needed to
upgrade the way I was using it: first because I needed to sort and
split email, then because I took the sorting out of Gnus and into
Procmail for more advanced filtering (including spam filtering), then
because I switched to storing the emails on an IMAP server so I could
read them remotely from several computers. My setup as of a few days
ago was functional, but since I have grown over time to splitting
emails into several hundred folders, checking for new messages was
becoming more and more boring.
So it's time to jump in with all the cool kids and switch to a modern
solution: still Gnus of course, but with Dovecot, OfflineIMAP for
synchronisation, and let's add email searches into the mix while we're
at it. My web searches didn't turn up a simple step-by-step HOWTO,
but I assembled bits from different places, and here's my attempt at
documenting my new setup.
Goals
It looks like quite popular thing on