Petr Rockai: on self-reflection
On Self-Reflection
I have a need to write some things down recently, I don’t really
know why or so. I have acquired a few new (and great) friends
recently, mostly here in Brno. Also, I have more motivation than
ever to try hard to live a good life. It has always been a hard way
to follow for me, to be all those things that I find great in other
people. How they can handle situations smoothly, what they know and
what they can do. And it is great to see such people, and yet it is
hard to not envy them. But envy not, since it is a great evil. One
never knows what the other people have to go through, and it is
just plain unfair to envy them. But I am drifting away from the
subject at hand. What I have noticed as well, that I have changed
in subtle ways, patterns of thinking. Self-reflection is somewhat
cautiously sneaking into my mind. Two independent events have
reminded me of that today.
Recently, I have been participating in online discussion more
than I have used to, especially with people I do not know, and with
which I often tend to disagree, and this is putting me in a new
kind of situation. And to be honest, I am not really handling it
all that well. What has made me think about this was Boudewijn Rempt’s
comment on the dot. He handled the task at hand so much better
than myself, even if it was his ego that was in the line, that has
made me actually stop and think about it. And as I have written in
that thread, I admire Boudewijn greatly for that calm reaction, of
which I would be almost surely not capable. So here I am, trying to
learn from that. My memory is indeed very short, but I also take
this writing as a way to train that.
The second event was that a friend of mine (I do not know him
long, but I call him a friend nevertheless, although I know not
whether I actually deserve that) has told us something to the
effect that one should learn. Meaning that one should learn from
own mistakes, and no, I no more see the empty phrase behind those
words. There is something in that, and it is a very interesting
experience. Going through situations you have encountered and
realize where you have made mistakes and what you could have done
better. Actually admit, that even though the outcome was fairly
good, that you have made some silly things. It is indeed a very
interesting experience, to admit a failure when you are not pressed
to by any external means. Liberating, maybe.
Same goes for things long forgotten. Where you have made
mistakes, even though you have been always righteous and positively
convinced about always doing the right things. You may be wondering
whether I have been on crack all the time, but, well, that is not
the case. I cannot tell how this came about, and yes, I have
realized those mistakes and again forgotten them and so on and so
forth. But hey, I think it may be better this time. If
only a little…
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So - I am looking for brave test persons wanting to test it/screw up their systems. Requirements:

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