Jordi Mallach: Temporarily blind
The other day I had an incident involving my vision. It has nothing to
do with the vision problems many people had the other day, when
someone posted some
pr0n
on various Planets.
For some time already, maybe two or three years, I've had this weird vision
problem at times, when I'd start seeing some black stains with some flashing
lights , even with my eyes closed. These symptoms would go away after a
few minutes, and washing my eyes with a good amount of water also helped. It
happened a lot during mornings, and I somehow connected it to showering with
too hot water, using a certain brand of shampoo (Say no to Revlon!) and
shower vapour. When I described the symptoms to my mother, the reaction was
the expected in a house of doctors and nurses: indiference. En casa del
herrero, cuchillo de palo, for those who understand it.
On Sunday I stayed up helping Bel n with her DEA paper until 5AM. I woke up
at 7:30AM, and stayed at work like a zombie, until I had a chance to have a
needed nap at 6PM. The problem was my nap was a bit longer than I wanted, and
woke up at 9:15PM, still tired but no longer sleepy. I wasn't sleepy until
4AM, and next morning I accidentally overslept, and rushed out of the bed
to get to work as soon as possible.
While preparing, I suddenly noticed my vision went a bit blurry and strange.
I thought it just was one of those stains , until I closed my right eye to
rub it and all I saw was darkness.
I totally freaked out. OMFG, I'm fucking BLIND . I wanted to phone
someone, but wireless had broken down and I didn't have my mobile phone with
me, so I tried looking at a text file I have in the laptop with some numbers
on, when it ran out of battery. I grabbed my old mobile and failed to
introduce the correct PIN three times.
I went to the bathroom, covered my right eye, and yeah, there was darkness.
If I waved my hand over my blind eye, I would barely notice some movement on
the left side, but that was all. Still very frightened, I washed my eye
thoroughly and to my relief, I was able to see the upper part of my field of
vision. After some more, I had recovered all my sight. Whew.
I managed to speak to Ra l on the phone, who told me this probably wasn't
too bad, just the optic nerve being tired due to stress and so on. My mother
also asked an opthalmologist at her hospital the day after, who confirmed
this. It's probably caused by my recent whacky sleeping habits (basically
non-existing), general stress, and long exposures to computer monitors. The
doctor asked her if I had a headache, which I didn't the day before, but I had
one the day after, when she asked. How do you know? , I replied.
Last night I went to bed at 00:05 and managed to sleep eight hours for the
first time in many months. I'm really going to make an effort to fix my
sleeping habits, because they were quite fucked up lately, not catching up
sleep even during weekends. On Monday I'll visit the doctor anyway, just to
confirm all of this.
Coincidentally,
Russel Coker also
had similar symptoms this week, and also blogged about it.